Here’s the flip side of this article. If I was Black would you think?
I am white to God delight as I was knitted in my mothers womb. Raised inner city by my white
Mother and Puerto Rican step father. I LIVED the riots right smack in the middle. 1967-68. Our three thousand dollars row home was burned down later with the entire block. Well adapted to hardship, we never blinked and never hated. Two days before Thanksgiving we are now living in small hotel room. I was the white kid on the bus during desegregation. The only white kid. I was maliciously harassed and my Father beats me for giving blacks my nickel for lunch everyday. I quickly learn predator instinct and earned a reputation that I am not proud of. To show any weakness made me a target. It wasn’t hatred but pure survival. It wasn’t their color it was the brutality of their actions and I earned a reputation. Parents split and than disappeared. No parents on my own. Worked, quit school at 16 and the bottom fell out. At 16 I quit school, had two job and 5 months later couldn’t survive. Ended up in Buffalo, had good grades, graduated, 17 years old joined the Navy. While on duty at night as a dental technician (United States Naval Academy) told to open the locked door by a black security officer, I was violently attacked . Federal offense, He went to prison. I have been pulled over by police . Police officer informed me “there are no white people here” . My crime was being white in public. To much to write but 4 days before Mothers Day while I was preparing to go to Harrisburg, Pa. to celebrate, I was told via a phone call my mother was murdered. I am only 40 and nothing seemed to change much. The man was black however due to ” lack of evidence” a person she knew, no charges were filed. She was an low income woman and not worth the paperwork. Hate is a choice and one I never made. Consequently, the commandment from Jesus is to love God with all our heart, minds and souls. The second is to love your neighbors (why) so that they know Jesus. This commandment applies TO ALL RACES. No exemptions. Period. Had I not faced mind boggling racism towards me, I would have never been so tested to own LOVE completely. Hardship, injustice,, hunger, no shelter, all profitable for the kingdom. Sheltering children, teenagers although understable, does not prepare them for the reality of the time we live in. The generation now is frightening so emotionally weak that a mere stare or harsh word safe zones are necessary. Prominent in white individuals.
We know face generations raised self absorbed theat all whites and absolutely everything is unjust or racist. Yes, indeed I said it. Decades I lived through produced multi generations of a large percentage of Blacks who truly believe they have entitlement. Approximately 36 years ago while in a black university , I sat through lectures,and spoon feed black injustice while whites became apologetic for being white. Now white privilege rolls of everyone’s lips. The indoctrination so extensive that the poorest in our nation, whites in Appalachia are privileged. Guilty by skin color. This IS NOT of God. I am far from naive. Can anyone see thieves, looters, arsonist, multi cultural Marxism. Where is it written in the Word of God to apologize for the color of anyone’s skin color? I have LIVED my entire life listening and shaking my head to the endless apologies and oppression. Black and yes white, well funded Marxist Organizers finally figured out the psychological handbook to have the whites so apologetic to even breathe air. I have a long history of hearing Satans lies. From elementary school, school protest and I was to scream and clap to free Angela Davis. A terriost . I came from generations of peasants. Therefore, if suddenly I was black and not white my story would be used as evidence of systematic racism. Life is not fair. Being judge, snobby, preconceived, ideals , rejection are valuable God given testing in learning the imperative command. Love your neighbor as yourself. It’s through the Fire and purification of the filthy heart that pure love comes and glorifies God. Demonic people, the lost, those in bondage will NEVER reciprocate. They hate Jesus so why would any born again Christian believe they will be hated as well? Jesus told us , they hated me, they will also hate you. Very simple. No systematic theology necessary. Let all cleanse our hearts daily. ALL means ALL. The church sin of endorsings the culture mandate verse strictly teach the WORD of God. All this, my past, my experiences, lengthy detail. To say this, iIn the name of Jesus, I reject apologizing for my color. I reject passive acceptance of looters, liars, arsonist and those who pervert civil authority as agents of evil. I reject any accepted cultural norms that opposes the Written Word and act accordingly. I reject all agents of evil on assignment to promote wicked ideology. I reject universities who poisoned the young minds with enough truth that tickled their itching ears . Granting permission not by God , to be evil as they stand for social justice utilizing hatred and violence. I reject any church that by omission or commission continue to preaching in lock step with this vile culture. I are groaned in grief for decades the nonsense of appeasement to evil. The forces that oppose our God we failed to take the only knee that bows alone to Our God, maker of Heaven and Earth. I know this is long. Not intended for offense , just consider each sentence. Love overcomes evil and set my feet on the rock. Love is my offering to God so He may be glorified. Do something.