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Father, help us to know how to encourage others who need Your wisdom to make righteous decisions. Have mercy on us all.

[I]f a man is caught in any transgression, you who are spiritual should restore such a one in the spirit of meekness, watching yourselves, lest you also be tempted. (Gal.6:1)

Mario Cuomo, governor of New York, recently celebrated and signed into law the radical “Reproductive Health Act” he promoted with Hillary Clinton. This allows full-term, unborn babies to be aborted by even non-doctors for any reason up until the moment of birth. Totally viable, developed children in the birth canal face the death penalty, although New York prohibits it for criminals, while doctors and nurses who refuse to do abortions now find their jobs in jeopardy.

Mr. Cuomo, a “Catholic,” lives with a woman outside of marriage and is endorsing sinful, barbaric behavior contrary to Biblical teaching and upheld by authentic Christians and people of other religions worldwide, in addition to being expressly prohibited by the Roman Catholic Church. Regardless of motivation or manipulation, he’s involved in grievous transgression, needs prayer and someone to restore him to moral sanity. To think that baby boys and girls 7, 8 and 9 pounds delivered early, cooing and crying can be exterminated or simply abandoned on a table to die is an incomprehensible injustice.

My Manipulated Friend

My wife and I have had a very dear friend of decades who was manipulated and caught in this same area of serious deception. Because the time of passive Christianity when pastors and people aren’t “salt and light” as Jesus directed, but instead sit on the sidelines silent on moral issues must end, I asked Corrine if we could share her story to help educate and awaken multitudes. What follows is her experience in her own words.

I was raised in a large, church-attending family but at an early age I began resisting parental and church guidance. Being raped at age 12 preceded three years of teenage rape by my employer. These sad events coupled with my promiscuous lifestyle resulted in my having five abortions, three performed illegally at what I was told were women’s “health care clinics.”

I was taught that abortion was wrong, but I rationalized that “If abortion is legal, then it must be OK.” The abortions resulted in depression and a feeble suicide attempt as my conscience bothered me, but not enough to avoid the widely available procedure. Many girls I knew or met in the clinics, like me, were using abortion as a form of birth control.

The counseling and procedures were the same in each abortion clinic where girls who had prior abortions talked about them as insignificant. We were given birth control pills after the procedure which promoted more promiscuity. While demonstrating the procedure on a plastic model of an empty uterus, the preborn baby was described as “tissue” or like a “blood clot being removed.” “It’s like having a wart removed! Here today, gone tomorrow.”

I hemorrhaged after one abortion and, if I had gone home, I would have died. Before the fifth abortion at 11-weeks, in an attempt to quell my nagging conscience, I asked if I could see the “tissue” when finished. The personnel looked at each other quizzically, then complied with my request.

After the abortion, the nurse approached me with gauze in her hand.  “See, it’s only tissue!” Lifting my head, I peered into her palm and underneath the small blood clots I noticed what looked like tiny fish bones. Pointing to them I asked her what they were, and she quickly folded the gauze, saying abruptly, “Oh, probably just an early formation of a rib cage” before pitching the blood-spattered gauze into the trashcan.

My soon-to-be husband Rick and I met each other in the waiting room where I tearfully lamented, “I saw ribs! I saw our baby’s ribs!” I withdrew emotionally for hours that turned into days. The image of our child’s tiny rib cage confronted me with the truth about what we had done, and it haunted me perpetually.

Divine Intervention

Thank God for people who faithfully share the gospel! A few months later, Rick and I responded to the good news, repented of our sins and accepted God’s merciful gift of forgiveness to start a new life in Christ. There still were residual effects of what I had done and when people mentioned abortion, the pain resurfaced.

Rick and I were married in a Christian church. Pregnancy eluded us which was a painful reality. My doctor expressed serious doubt that I could conceive, and stated that if I did, I would most likely miscarry due to the scar tissue and other related issues.

Then one day while reading my Bible I came upon the story of Abraham’s wife, Sarah, who at age 90 miraculously conceived Isaac! After a church service I asked my pastor to pray that I would be healed of infertility from the abortions. He compassionately inquired of how many abortions, and I painfully admitted “Five”.

This pastor counseled me regarding God’s mercy and we prayed together that God would heal me and free me from ongoing guilt and pain. Thanks be to God because that same evening, Rick and I conceived our first son!

Still struggling with remorse at times, I wondered what my aborted children would’ve looked like and what they could’ve become. Guarding my thoughts, meditating on Scriptures and studying factual pro-life literature provided to me, God guided me in the healing process.

The truth would come out about the clinics that lied to me and to scores of naïve and desperate girls and women. The deception, prior to seeing these truths, preceded a second time of my near death, if it had it not been for God’s miraculous intervention.

Once while driving, blinded by tears and a cloudy mind, thoughts of despair and hopelessness brought me to a point of considering plowing into a large trash dumpster on the road. Just before it happened, I sensed a still small voice say to me, “Are you going to kill another one?” I knew this was the Lord’s voice reminding me that I was pregnant with my third child!

On our journey, Rick and I have experienced ongoing revelation of God’s love, mercy and grace. We’ve also been blessed beyond measure with not just one… two… three… four… five… six… but seven children as gifts from God after experiencing the loss of our little ones prior to our growing family!

As our longtime friend and pastoral guide Larry Tomczak says, “Here’s the deal”: The most repeated verse in all the Bible, stated 26 times in Psalm 136 alone, “His mercy endures forever.”

We’ve experienced His grace in a phenomenal way and encourage everyone to believe it and join with millions awakening to the abomination of abortion-on-demand that must once and for all be stopped in our generation.

Countering the Lies, Deception and Manipulation

Abortion is a money-making enterprise for Planned Parenthood and those involved. The tragic reality that our taxpayer money is channeled to them in subterfuge is a national disgrace and abomination before God.

We should all be grateful to God and support with our prayers and finances crisis pregnancy centers, adoption and those raising money to adopt; along with voting only for politicians who uphold the sanctity of human life. No matter how clever abortion marketing and deceptive terminology, the abortion industry continues to foster the genocide of generations.

May we be intentional in looking for and steering those pondering abortion to crisis pregnancy centers with compassionate servants spreading Christ’s message and Corrine’s to rescue multitudes.

Larry Tomczak is a cultural commentator of 46 yrs, Intercessors for America board member, best-selling author and a public policy advisor with Liberty Counsel. His new, innovative video/book, BULLSEYE, develops informed influencers in 30 days (see www.bullseyechallenge.com). Hear his weekly podcast here.

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Maria Anna
February 4, 2019

Please pray for those who want to go out and ruin peoples lives..because its convenient for them to abuse use terrorize and emotionally and psychologically destroy lives.We live in a world of humans vs monster beasts…pray that the angels paralyze the spinal columns of thosed dressed to kill the innocent..meaning those about to manipulate others.
Lord Jesus Christ, son of the living Almighty God..have mercy on us poor sinners

Felicia Penner
February 2, 2019

I pray that this message would go viral, that many would hear it. I pray that the church would awaken to the truth that their tax dollars do go to abortion. i pray that those baby boomer Christians that were deceived into having abortions would come out of their closets and get the help they need to fully grieve the loss of their children, heal from the trauma of the abortions and that they would find forgiveness to expel their guilt. I pray that those women that have been raped or sexually assaulted, especially as children, would join a “Wildflowers” class to find healing and restoration from such a greivious trauma. In Jesus name, Amen

Sherry
February 1, 2019

Lord help us not to judge others who make wrong choices but to do whatever You guide us to do to help them get the help and support they need. Let us give of our time, money, buying needed supplies for alternative pregnancies organization. To help pay for ultrasounds so Mom’s and Dad’s see their baby. Let us stop criticism and brin Jesus love to the vulnerable. Lord any counsel from trusted people or others that suggest abortion let it fall on deaf ears and a hardened heart. Those who share hope, truth and counsel that leads to life may it be received and accepted. In Jesus name. Amen

Colleen Sturgis
February 1, 2019

Thank you for sharing! My story is very similar.. I had 3 abortions from a very young age. Ended up being an alcoholic drug addict and attempted to kill myself….then I had an encounter with Jesus….his love for me took me through a healing process that was nothing less than miraculous! I love him so very much. I sat with him at 4 am one morning when I could no longer tolerate the guilt shame and condemnation. He sat with me and said write a letter to the babies. “what?” I asked….he said write a letter to the babies and ask them to forgive you! As I Attempted to do this I started to cry and get frustrated. Through my broken heart I said “ I don’t know their names!”

He told me..Jeremy, Alisha and Reagan…as soon as he said this I got the acronym Jar… he was telling me this was the act of pouring out my broken heart all over his feet…the woman with the jar of anointing oil. I wrote that letter and begged their forgiveness. I repented for cutting their lives short. For not being their Mother. For robbing them of their lives to make mine more “convenient “.

When I finished I felt Jesus lift my face and say “Now go …and sin no more.”

I never felt anything but peace in that broken place in my heart again! He fixed even that for me. I am so overwhelmed with his love for me… so very grateful. But I too get upset when they make laws to convince our traumatized girls to kill; they will never be ok!
Until Jesus takes that from them they will always be broken. I hate unrighteous laws. You keep speaking honey and tell this story!

I am so very proud of you my sister!

    Alan Veasey
    February 1, 2019

    Our heart breaks Lord over the problem of abortion. The deception of adults about the personhood of the baby, the post abortion emotional distress and the horrendous loss of life. Coming to You in repentance is the only way out of our bondage to this spirit of death. May you lead your prayer warriors to pray down this terrible bondage, so that your mercy and healing may flow.

Esther Floch
January 31, 2019

It just breaks my heart to hear all the new laws promoting infanticide. It is easy to judge these people but after reading this story we need to pray for all the political leaders who are pushing to pass these bills. If they do not know Jesus as their savior it explains their deplorable behavior. This woman came to know Christ and she saw that she was being manipulated into thinking abortion was fine since it was legal. I am glad she is healing from guilt as God can forgive the worst sin. He has blessed her with three children. She is now a voice for the unborn child. May she continue to tell her story. There are many women who need to hear this story.

Jim
January 31, 2019

It is the church that needs mercy. As long as the church keeps aborting its new converts, instead of making disciples [going to church on Sunday is not disciple making], converts are not being made into disciples, so the world, as always will follow the lead, & also abort its young.
Matt 28:19
19 Go ye therefore, and make disciples of all the nations…
As long as the churches have priests and master pastors, instead of a shepherd who will teach disciple making the church will keep falling away. When the church starts to Obey God Almighty then abortion will stop. “Make disciples not just converts.”

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